days gone by

[wow i've neglected this for awhile...]
since i've last been on here i have changed. immensly. it's amazing how much you grow and how quickly you do it. iam ina new place[quite literally, i'm now in london] and the person that once walked these streets, years ago, no onger exists. in he rplace is someone finally realising things about herself and the world that she enver conceived as possible before. i absolutely love change. in the good sense. it's a chance to become better than what we used to be. it really is a choice. and i have chosen to be proactive. not making excuses where i used to never have reasons. simply being and loving as i have been commanded. life. it's time i started living it. not that i wasn't living before, but now i'm conciously living. [not making the right decision because it's right, but because i thought it out and know it's the one i want to make]. the quality of life is certainly improving. that much i can say. [wow, age sobers you up doens't it?]